Can you tell us what do you want? Alexa also doesn't want to sleep with me, in fact. If it's this, I can't help.
People told you that nobody surveillance you (you better take care about 公安局 that probably already keep on eye on you and minus your social credit score, because you got a big mouth in the internet. If they already limited your QQ or Weixin you are at the beginning of the trouble)...
People told you that pointing to your soyish shape was to help you start being healthy and attractive not to insult you
You in one hand said how thankful you are to make you see your bad shape and your religion disbalance, how well you realize the gymmaxx is going to help a lot but in the other hand your interpretation of this was like we are enemies, bad, hurting you, not giving you warmth. Confucius said the true words aren't warm and the warm words aren't true.
Schizophrenic behavior to be honest: you admire the help but you hate that we helped you, you realized the use and post topics about how good is to be out of lies and in good shape but also you said we are useless... and on top of that some paranoia about we saw and nicely comment your nicks. Are you sure that you're sane? This may orange not look like early signs of schizophrenia.
More paranoid, more contradictions, more isolation from the society, unstable feelings, baseless accusations... Think about it.
I mean, I admire part of the helps but not all. Some 'helps' are really annoying to me, but when I said 'stop doing these', I got criticized of violating freedom of speech. So what can I expect from this forum? Ntm I have implied that I just want respect, etiquette, etc.. Am I getting? No! I am only getting misunderstanding, communicative barriers, differences of views, etc., which makes me have decided to leave this forum forever.(The updates will be only given by MSL. As per what he said to me on QQ, I think he also got kinda annoyed with the misprojection in my thread)
I never said I got angry with being said to be a soyboy, have a bad shape etc., since they are true, but the misprojection, the slandering me as willingless while I am actually working out, etc..
Tell me if you were me who was actually working out and you saw multiple forumers say 'Maybe he has quitted?', 'It's but not for willingless soyboys'('willingless'), etc., how would you feel? Happy? Grateful for being motivated?
You are the only one who seems to be able to have meaningful communications with me, so I will be only communicating with you, if you don't decide to ignore me.(If you do, then I wish) The other guys are just either misunderstanding or even offending me, each of which is telling me better not to reply him anymore...