Okay, it's a hot topic, I will take a part of it too.
If I notice you have a new nick and tell you, why you are scared? Isn't it the idea people to notice it? If you make them only for yourself let us know earlier.
If I, as a person raised on free speech democracy, tell you honestly that only loosers go to make operations before try the optimal natural ways, is it a gaslighting?
Because we are not in China and you are not Jin Ping, doesn't bother you the similarity between you and him how you respond bad to the good, how you call the right wrong and even blackmail people to stop talking their opinion because you are angry? You are like a little dictator in this manner.
And lastly why you hate more and more forums? Don't you think the reason partly may be in yourself?
What do you expect from us? Honestly told you you are fat, frankly made you to start gym, no stop teach you to avoid the loser operations because may be a way to disabledcel... Who took better care in your life than here? Your tigerlike mother who made you so paranoid, unhappy and didn't point to the value of the body not only the value of good marks? Your grandparents who fed you up with the wrong food and you did not get a good male body? Your father of you have any who doesn't care how his own son behave, look and if he has a girl friend and if he is lonely at all? Here you found a family but you are good at losing. Cool. Imagine what will be with some girlfriend... This paranoid attitude, this ungrateful attitude, this dictator like "I am angry so you shut up!" Some Japanese father in law will really kick you out of their home, if you really can get at least a Japanese. The free thinking women, but most Japanese are so too already, are not going to accept you. So? I also must shut up now for being totally honest?
Commenting euphorically about the change of my username or avatar is okay, but how about doing this EVERYTIME you change it?
Supposing that you Деси change your own username to AAA, and I say 'Wow good username AAA'. Yeah, this will make you feel warmed for the first times, but what if this thing happens for like, 10 times? Will you feel warmed, or 'noticed'(that's how they put it...) all along the way?
And this is just the smallest part of the iceberg.
What about you Деси, just because you stop updating anything, some guys start to suspect that you may have quitted, you are just a willingless soyboy, etc., like they did in my threads? Will you feel 'warmed'?
What about you are misverdicted to have bad memory with the misprojection that you have checked the pill list while forgetting afterwards, etc..? Will you feel happy?
You can tell the whole story in enough detail to like dozens of people since you think I am being 'paranoia', 'ungrateful', etc., whatever you are saying. Let's do a 'poll'.
If the poll proves it is me who is wrong here, I will apologize as sincerely as I can to all of you, and, yeah you can still stop 'caring' and 'helping', since I deserve it. If not, well, you know...
Freedom of speech is also what I am respecting and pursuring all the time, but 'etiquette', 'respect', and 'freedom of not being 'forced' to accept anything' are also what I am respecting and pursuring, which are also what a person should.