It's not 100% blackpilled, it's just something that never meant to be. At the beginning she saw me in my first amateur movies (and later in my own TV show (which was about the human love and had the title "A Spark in the Dusk") ) and she said that she likes me and wants to meet me. Well, later she realized that "We just don't match." (Her understanding about the love and relationships was "I have to like his looks 100%, he should be taller than me and strong looking...", i. e. mostly physically oriented. He even said she feels sorry that we don't match physically because in one moment, after years of efforts, help, attention and so on "warm approach" she developed some feelings towards me - semi-friendly and semi-emotional, but never had that true love feeling.)
Compared with many scientists I may be a "Chad" but compared with the real sports Chads (like those American football players or the Chad prototype -- John Cena), I am just a "gymmaxed Brad" (at best). And it's relativistic because if I'm around people from Indonesia I may look like a Brad or Chadlite (at the very best) but if I'm around people from Germany, I will look like a low-tier Norman (also at the very best). Till now I met only 2 shorter than me German males. (Of course, it's not only the height, there are other things like muscle mass, face, skin, voice, skills, personality, IQ, status and so on, but usually the incels think of the Chads just as "tall, huge, attractive" so I'm trying to be objective according their narrative.)
Ah, by the way, that father was a politician and a businessman. These days I'm seeing often an online ad of a company that he owns (co-owns?) or owned (co-owned?), so I remembered these guys again... in fact, already many years I'm not in touch with them because they disappointed me seriously.
Again, the incels who are reading all this have to remember that when they start to maxx (to improve) themselves have to make it well (not only mentally but physically too; not only educationally but economically too).