coach colloborated two other girls to pour the pool water onto my face, calling me 'a lame hydrophobia boy'.
Epic!😂😂
See, the coach was like doing his best to help you to become a stronger man and he used girls to motvate you about that even girls can swim and if you don't man up in the future they won't like you. If that, at that time, could make you see the way of becoming a stronger mentally, physically and so on, then you woldn't be an incel years later.
Just imaine, if you was a swimmer how well your body would be devloped by now.
Let us hope that it is still not too late for you to reduce your fat cells, to get back your prevous good loking face, to build at least 45% make type body, gettng rid of all those estrogen traits that makes you look half woman and half kid, and then, with your capitals of you improve your behavor too, there will be women for you.