I'm an incel. Involuntary celibate. I am one of those who think almost 100% of the time how to find a girl who will love me or at least who will like me and will give me to hold her hand and to hug me. When I sleep often I do dream romantic dreams (like we're in a pretty mountain with a lovely, nice girl) or erotic dreams (like we're hugging and kissing on the beach). As a lonely, very lonely man, I am lack of sexual activity too, so to tell you the truth I do masturbate and I know many (hundreds) other incels who do it too. But we usually watch some AV film or photos. Some of us like to use photos or pictures of their favorite actresses, models, singers, anime and hentai characters. I never met an incel who is going to make friends with a girl just for her photo to wank on it. So, it's really too childish or pre-teen. Or maybe it's your way to imagine that you are a very attractive and sexy female so all of us will prefer to watch your photos instead of the photos of much prettier than you females (all those actresses, models, singers)? Be rational. You, if you're a girl, are most likely an ordinary, average girl (in the better case) or a chubby or a fat one (in many cases). So it doesn't make sense. If you become a popular actress, model or at least a streamer, tuber something... then it's another story. Just trying to give you a more real picture of the reality.