Honestly speaking most of the people don't believe that you and her will be together. You are not an insane man like that crazy Shanghaicel Zhang Jie and you're not going to get mad because of some truths, right?
It's not because you're ugly, or low educated, or fat, or bad, or something. You mog 70-80% of the entire male population all around the world. In just 3 years you WILL hit the 9/10 level undoubtfully.
You achieved a lot despite of the bad luck with your mother's death, your father's betrayal, all those scammers you met in China and the one in Cambodia and all of your poor friends who want but can't help at all about your business ideas, and all of your fake friends who only pretend to be "friends"...
But... exactly with her, your chances are minimal. I am really sorry about it but I wish you the best possible luck with her because
she is the one and only who could make you happy again.