[MSL]

The best romantic things for or from my One-it-is

  I mentioned her many, many times through all these years. I didn't meet her for more than 4 years and... a little miracle happened. She found me online! Unbelievable! It was one of my biggest dreams ever! Long Jun-Hong to find me and to be my friend, to do all what I can for her! I feel really happy and I would say -- the happiest ever! ☺️ 👍

 And now, let's begin with the good stuff.
 
 A melody (and a song) that I composed for her years ago. Enjoy:
The lyrics:
🎶 🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹🎶
You're a little angel-girl.
So polite and lovely.
Clever, pretty (like a pearl)
And acting kindly.

You're shining like a star.
As cute as a smiley.
You're bringing joy so far.
The best, oh, darling!

You're the best I've ever met.
You're the best, the Best I said.

Clever, pretty, lovely, gentle, nice, polite, amazing, tender.
Good and joyful, awesome angel. Yes, an angel; yes an angel.

🎶🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹🎶

 And the melody:



 The singing is coming soon.☺️

[MSL]

 I follow this advice: 频繁记录幸福 因为没一帧都回不去。（Record happiness frequently because every frame can't be returned.）

[MSL]

https://youtube.com/shorts/8XJjnkL9HlE

"I am a big, big man in a big, big state. It's not a big, big thing if you leave me. But I do, do feel that I do, do will miss you much... Miss you much! Oh, yeah..."

(Just letting you know that it's a cover version with my lyrics. For the best ever girl in the entire world 🌍 🌎.  🩷[ThumbsUp]!

[Alexa]

We are all very glad that at last you met her after years of struggling to figure and her at least online.

I'm proud of her that she didn't forget you too. 

[MSL]

 Of course! She is clever and she is not going to forget me. 
 Now I am making a lot of new videos for her. Sharing them here, one by one, for example, looks like that she is a fan of a game, so I made this one for her:

[MSL]

 Here comes something that I want to share about my current "3 years plan" in Bulgarian (and because of the lack of time now, I'll add Google Translate's translations in several languages:

Днес искам да споделя кратък пример за несправедливостта (конкретно за лукизма). Както може би знаеш, (освен професионален учител по английски) аз съм и магистър по философия, поет и писател, уебмастър, спортист с 3 спортни дипломи, а напоследък се развивам като онлайн актьор и певец. Въпреки всички тези постижения аз съм по-малко харесван в сравнение с един от Гуандун, който е просто красив и си показва лицето. (Неговите "постижения" са, че е 180 сантиметра и това че обичал да слуша музика...). Но аз няма да се предам, в следващите три години ще положа най-големи усилия, за да стана по-привлекателен от такива като него, които само впечатляват с външността си.

今天我想分享一个不公正的简短例子（特别是外貌歧视）。 如你们所知，（我除了是一名专业英语教师）我也是一名哲学硕士、诗人和作家、网站管理员、拥有 3 个体育学位的运动员，最近我正在发展为一名网络演员和歌手。 尽管取得了这些成绩，但与广东人相比，我还是不太受人欢迎，因为广东人只是长得帅，爱炫耀自己的脸。  （他的“成就”是身高180厘米，喜欢听音乐……）。 但我不会放弃，未来三年我会尽最大的努力，让自己变得比他这样只注重外表的人更有魅力。

Today I want to share a short example of injustice (especially appearance discrimination, lookism). As you know, (besides being a professional English teacher) I am also a Master of Philosophy, a poet and writer, a webmaster, an athlete with 3 sports degrees, and recently I am developing me as an online actor and singer. Despite these achievements, I am still not very popular compared to a Cantonese person, who is just handsome and loves to show off his face. (His "achievements" are being 180 cm tall and liking to listen to music...). But I will not give up, and in the next three years I will try my best to make myself more attractive than people like him who only care about appearance.

[MSL]

 Maybe she is not going to read it but I will tell her: "Almost a week without you and I already miss you like the desserts miss the rain! 🌹 I'm sad without you.🥹🥲 And I want you to be alright! 🙏🍀"💞🙏

[Alexa]

We all know that she is unique but don't overestimate her... Maybe she can change her mind about you at any time...

[MSL]

 Of course. People are growing up and changing for good or for bad. Also, don't forget that she had no choice currently (she is not an adult still) and she can't immigrate. Living in Xi-na (the current neo-feudal Xi's China) is a problem: one can get brainwashed, poor, etc., worse and worse... I am limiting my expectations but I do really hope everything to be fine with her and, somehow, one day to be together but it's just a very pretty dream, you know.

[Alexa]

You are still right!

Hey, I am glad that she is in touch with you! Yes, days without chats are sometimes difficult but the important is that anytime she got access to her phone she is never missing the chance to answer you. Well, it's sort of sad that she is still in China and you can't meet but, at least, you are already a very popular man where you are and online too. Everyday there are at least 5-6 females who really like you, so be proud of all this.

[MSL]

 Yes. These days two in a lift on purpose started to chat in English to make me noticed them and they were nice, pretty girls. One online, after seeing my photo said he wants to "take me"  ... I can not complain but as you know now, what is important is in three years to reach a 9/10 level. At this rate, I am a solid 6/10, so almost full ignore of everything that distracts me because my goal is to achieve the best possible version of myself, inspired by my One-it-is. 

[Alexa]

Of course, my dear friend. There is no woman or man on Earth who can have everyone she or he loves. Even the top 10/10 billionaires, Chads, Slayers, GigaStacies and other super attractive people can't always have their Oneitises. They may attract 99% of the people and still can't have their the most dreamful one and only...

Even you, the inceldom professional, the love specialist (your major and the degree are based on Philosophy of love and anthropology), the encyclopedian who writes poems, sings songs, makes films, do 5-6 sports, etc. can't attract everyone. And to be honest, she sees you most probably as just a teacher, a friend and a funny handsome guy, but not as a potential partner. But, don't care about it. You got more than many others. At least she found you by herself, she is chatting with you and there are daily at least 5 females on the streets or/and online who dream to be with you... You are in the top 10% of the males now. Really a solid 6/10 which in some eyes is just a 5/10 but in others it's 7/10. So achieving a 9/10 for you will be not easy but possible. Just keep motivated thinking of her and in 2027 to be one of the best 9/10 we ever see.  加油！ Go for it! 

[MSL]

 That's correct! I am an incelologist and I am a very educated person who knows well the human nature, the love essence and, frankly speaking, I am comparatively attractive but I can't promise to myself or to anybody that he or she will be able to make his/her most special, precious person to fall in love with him/her. It's possible many or some people to like you (if you ascend via the right measures like edumaxx, gymmaxx, artmaxx, capitalmaxx and so on) but exactly a concrete person... it's not always possible.

[SEO]

Honestly speaking most of the people don't believe that you and her will be together. You are not an insane man like that crazy Shanghaicel Zhang Jie and you're not going to get mad because of some truths, right?

It's not because you're ugly, or low educated, or fat, or bad, or something. You mog 70-80% of the entire male population all around the world. In just 3 years you WILL hit the 9/10 level undoubtfully.  You achieved a lot despite of the bad luck with your mother's death, your father's betrayal, all those scammers you met in China and the one in Cambodia and all of your poor friends who want but can't help at all about your business ideas, and all of your fake friends who only pretend to be "friends"...

But... exactly with her, your chances are minimal. I am really sorry about it but I wish you the best possible luck with her because she is the one and only who could make you happy again.

[MSL]

 Of course, we are mature and normal people so we accept criticism, doubts and so on without overreactions.

 To be honest, I'm a bit scared about my happiness... Her mother blocked me for NO reason (after years of polite texting)!... Maybe she just hates it when I moved to Cambodia (you know this country is pretty good, but in China (Xina) now the news reports are only about the crimes and most of the Chinese imagine that here is like "gangsters land" or hell 😓 ...) I don't know... or she just doesn't like the fact that a foreigner likes her daughter...
 What I am afraid about is the probability she may cause her daughter to block me too... 🥹 Even though, JH said "nothing and nobody" will break our relationship, I am still very, very concerned. 😓🥲🥹