[Aquonut]

Dear all of the members of the forum:

  I am Zhang, who has been verdicted as a mentalcel because of my own ingratitude implied very explicitly and misunderstanding to the forum. I gotta apologize for my own rude words and hurting behaviour. I am very very sorry to have let you down so much...
 I really appreciate the good intentions of the forum. It's amazing for a forum to have so help-proned and warmhearting members. I really appreciate it. Indeed I should've valued these warmhearting behaviours as much as expected, instead of being obsessed with some things that make me unsatisfied. I am really sorry. I shoulda not done so...
  I really appreciate this forum... But I think I won't be here again I think, because 1: I gotta spend less time online and Ive been spending too much
2: This forum turns out not to... be in the same way as I thought it was. It has turned out to be actually very different, which makes me not willing to spend time here...
  Anyway, apologize for my childish and unreasonable ingratitude. If it weren't for u, particularly MSL, I would not get said to have been 'leaner' by my aunt and my mom...

  Goodbye


                                                                        Yours sincerely,
                                                                        Zhang

[Деси]

Buy it if you are so rich as you pretend to be. And then it will turn it the way you like.

But people liked you... Don't wang to contnue anymore but just to tell you that... You already disliked many forums. If this friendly and suppoting place is also not good for you then you will never find for a long time neighter a good forum not a good girl. Take care for your mental issues.

[Aquonut]

Buy it if you are so rich as you pretend to be. And then it will turn it the way you like.

But people liked you... Don't wang to contnue anymore but just to tell you that... You already disliked many forums. If this friendly and suppoting place is also not good for you then you will never find for a long time neighter a good forum not a good girl. Take care for your mental issues.

Well, my parents won't gimme that much money without any valid excuse, and this forum... you really think I would like to make one to buy this forum? Just fyi we really have hundreds of thousands of rmbs in pocket(for my studying abroad ＋ for living). Believe it or not. Maybe you really think this forum really deserves anyone to pretend to be rich... oh well.

[MSL]

 Most of them promised that won't answer your topics so, now you are more free to speak your mind. And they will also have their free speech in their own topics.
 Well, about the importnt part, I sent you many QQ messages. When your QQ is okay, take a look and let me know, especally about the CrossFit courses. No pressure, just let me know what do you want because I still do't know.

[Aquonut]

Buy it if you are so rich as you pretend to be. And then it will turn it the way you like.

But people liked you... Don't wang to contnue anymore but just to tell you that... You already disliked many forums. If this friendly and suppoting place is also not good for you then you will never find for a long time neighter a good forum not a good girl. Take care for your mental issues.

So you are implying that, even though this forum is 'free', I can't dislike this forum otherwise I must have mental issues... hmmm.... Really 'free'.
And you think only disliking looksmaxxing forum can be called disliking 'many' forums...
I mean even a joke is not amusing like this.

[Aquonut]

Most of them promised that won't answer your topics so, now you are more free to speak your mind. And they will also have their free speech in their own topics.
 Well, about the importnt part, I sent you many QQ messages. When your QQ is okay, take a look and let me know, especally about the CrossFit courses. No pressure, just let me know what do you want because I still do't know.

My petition to investigating into my acc does not make Tencent restore my acc... So I can only use that acc after four days.
But, you can add this acc of mine:1667983822
Anyway, I have already been square with the house. I think this forum is not like Xi who can't even let go of a person after he even apologies right?

[SEO]

You was the first who said you have mental issues. You remember your school topic where you blamed your school, teachers, classmates and whoever for being culprit for your unstable soul now? Think about it: you didn't like your school, you didn't like the other forums, now you don't like us... Well, nobody seems to be good enough for you...

You don't like it? Buy it and make it perfect. But no money... A forum 12 years old, aged, with high PageRank, nearly 50000 posts and earning around 3 dollars per month from Google ads can't cost cheaper.

Take care. Apologies accepted. When you went to other forums, groups and so on, and they are much worse with their slurs, aggressive behavior and dangerous suggestions you will miss this forum again. Anyway, welcome anytime.

[Деси]

No, no. You... do you remember you said it yourself about your mental problems. I remember some of your thread here. Also I saw you before in some other social network where you shared some problems and when you NOW said you were a mentalcel... It's all from your words. Well your behavior too. I didn't mean to be mean. I also have some little psychology issues but I try to cure myself.

I saw you left many of the previous forums and social networks and you complain often against some person, some relative, school,... You often dislike yourself too. Just deal with this, you can't hate all the world...

This forum is free because I and you and the rest speak all we want. The only one who tried to limit the free speech was SEO until in China and now you when you said that if people continue to disagree with you and to watch your new nicknames you are leaving. Humor like, but really scary for the freedom of expression. You criticize them and nobody said they are leaving, but when you got a little criticism and honesty, awww, you are hurt, you're not happy. So, to summarize a. You said first about your mental issues, b. People does have free speech and not limit you, so you also let them be and c. Try to understand that if you hate and dislike all from the school teachers to your father and from Reddit to Voat and from incels forums to this peaceful place, then ... even dislike your nose, your face (when it was cute), ... The world VS Zhang? Who can be wrong?

[Aquonut]

You was the first who said you have mental issues. You remember your school topic where you blamed your school, teachers, classmates and whoever for being culprit for your unstable soul now? Think about it: you didn't like your school, you didn't like the other forums, now you don't like us... Well, nobody seems to be good enough for you...

You don't like it? Buy it and make it perfect. But no money... A forum 12 years old, aged, with high PageRank, nearly 50000 posts and earning around 3 dollars per month from Google ads can't cost cheaper.

Take care. Apologies accepted. When you went to other forums, groups and so on, and they are much worse with their slurs, aggressive behavior and dangerous suggestions you will miss this forum again. Anyway, welcome anytime.

I am just saying that logic is absurd, and so is the logic 'Oh you don't like it right? You need to buy it to change it!', ntm who told you I was a dictator? Just because I am talking about the problems of this forum? Since this forum is 'free', why can I be perceived as an ungrateful dictator like Xi just because I am talking about the problems it has? Tell me isn't this logic just 'You can you up'(你行你上)? If this forum is really free, then at least it should welcome negative comments ain't it?

And tbh, don't 'deify' this forum, as this forum is not even that good. I mean, indeed I have been to shitty groups and forums like looksmaxxing forum, but I have also been to many very good groups and forums, like all of the groups in my QQ. I have to break it to ya that, this forum is not better than these groups.

Of course I extoll this forum as this forum is indeed good, but really not to the degree that there is no any other one or group that is not worse than it.

[Aquonut]

No, no. You... do you remember you said it yourself about your mental problems.

Yeah, it's MDD. Why is it related to my disliking this forum mind telling me?

I didn't mean to be mean

I wish so, but it seems to me that you really did. At least your comments entirely reek of hosility.

I saw you left many of the previous forums and social networks and you complain often against some person, some relative, school,... You often dislike yourself too. Just deal with this, you can't hate all the world...

So what? Anyone has some things and people that he dislikes, and I just expressed my hatred on this forum mainly because previously I thought this forum was a resort for me to complain(since no one got irked with my complaint, I automatically thought this forum allowed me to do so) and partly because I wanted to improve my English.
And being satisfied with my own height and face does not mean I dislike myself. And I don't need to educated that I can't hate all the world which I have known when I was like... idk, learning in my kindergarten lol?

now you when you said that if people continue to disagree with you and to watch your new nicknames you are leaving

So even expressing dissatisfication with my changing username or avatar being exclaimed about euphorically oozes out my 'Dictator Personality'? Tell me why can't I express it? Is it against any of the rules? Does 'freedom' mean that you can't express any dissatisfication?

You criticize them and nobody said they are leaving, but when you got a little criticism and honesty, awww, you are hurt, you're not happy.

Good. Spent seconds to write this down to prove to me that you even did not comprehend what I got dissatisfied with. You think I got angry because people said I was a soyboy, or other things that were suitable for me, while actually I got angry with the misprojection, the excessive 'motivation', named as 'gaslighting' by me, and the overly exclaiming about my changing username or avatar, thought of as 'caregiving' by you... Tell me for how many more times I need to repeat until you comprehend? Millions of times?

[Ethnicel]

Pathetic! He apologizes but still shows how much he wants to show you are so wrong.

[Ethnicel]

Go to some Chinese forum and explain them the same what you type here... Then count the minutes your post to be deleted or worse, reported to the Public Security  ...

I was wondring how you are still not in prison...

[PageRank]

Can you tell us what do you want? Alexa also doesn't want to sleep with me, in fact. If it's this, I can't help.

People told you that nobody surveillance you (you better take care about 公安局 that probably already keep on eye on you and minus your social credit score, because you got a big mouth in the internet. If they already limited your QQ or Weixin you are at the beginning of the trouble)...

People told you that pointing to your soyish shape was to help you start being healthy and attractive not to insult you

You in one hand said how thankful you are to make you see your bad shape and your religion disbalance, how well you realize the gymmaxx is going to help a lot but in the other hand your interpretation of this was like we are enemies, bad, hurting you, not giving you warmth. Confucius said the true words aren't warm and the warm words aren't true.

Schizophrenic behavior to be honest: you admire the help but you hate that we helped you, you realized the use and post topics about how good is to be out of lies and in good shape but also you said we are useless... and on top of that some paranoia about we saw and nicely comment your nicks. Are you sure that you're sane? This may orange not look like early signs of schizophrenia.

More paranoid, more contradictions, more isolation from the society, unstable feelings, baseless accusations... Think about it.

[Non-SEO]

Full ignore from me.

[Gay]

Cool me, stop it already. He overreacted because many times there were doubts if he is going to keep his word and to continue without hard-maxx, to continue with normal gym-maxx. If he really continues then no problem and some day he will realize that nobody here wanted to hurt him and the rest of the bad things that crossed his mind.