It's like a blessing. I wish I can do it and especially to "order a dream", I mean not just to realize that I am dreaming (because sometimes it isn't fun: for example, there is a forest and you're realizing that it's a dream, so what?) but to order what to dream: like meeting Long Jun-Hong. It's sad that I can't meet her and even can't chat with her because she got parents that are something like xenophobic or just don't like me, I don't know what's their problem with me because she liked me a lot, I liked her (and like her till today) too, all I wanted was to be her teacher (even for free) and to help her with everything I can. Also, I am comparatively good person: no smoking, no drugs, no hard alcohol, university graduated, an author of poems, e-books, articles, etc., got Master's in Philosophy, a TEFL and a few sports related degrees, helping people when I can, reading books, trying to earn more money. But they just don't let her to communicate with me (and never said why). I tried so many times already... and I miss her but there is nothing I can do about it. I notice her here sometimes (in English and other languages) because I really miss her and because there is a little hope that some day she may read this and, at least, to know that I never forget her.