I am the f*king Zhang Jie. My prescribed pills suck and I can't deal with my f*king schizophrenia and the whole depression, the hallucinations and the obsessive thought about Desi. I hallucinate about her father how did to her that thing and I am sorry to say that I am kinda bisexual and I see how her father did it to me too.
And the death murder wishes, I watch horror movies because the voices in my head told me so. Then I dream and see it in front of me because I am a crazy nut.
I am sorry but I like and hate CCP and Xi in the one and the same time or just because I am ingrained by the propaganda. My DID is what makes me the most miserable. It's dissociative identity disorder
In one time I love and wish to sleep with Desi (or her father) but in the next moment I want to cause to her those terrible horror movies sh*ts. In one more moment I am anticcp but then I love it and I appreciate the communists.
I can't stop register new accounts because of my DID, I am very freak mentally and I am suicidal. I don't know if I want to migrate to Japan or to stay in the best city in the world Shanghai. My father bought me soy again!!!!!!!!! My mother born me not because of love but as product u know